Amnesia in DID: Does it scare you too?

It terrifies me.

it scares me a lot. Im always afraid if what i dont know. it brings feelings of uncertainty too which just sucks. I want to live my life. I cannot even remember my life to live.

Me because I don’t Remeber whole chuncks of time and then things like did I lock the door or did I do this at work pip in my head and then I get worred

Yes!! It scares me so much, especially as a host. I'm always both scared of what I missed and curious about it

We have OSDD (it wasnt an option so we selected DID) and we have less amnesia but regardless, it scares me as the host. Sure, if I think hard enough I can remember most of the past month, but time just slips away and I can't remember any of my childhood, if it even was mine. It's scary.