Struggling with a New Diagnosis of Gastroparesis as a Diabetic

I've had such a difficult time with God in the last decade or so. People have such pretty things to say, but they are always intended more for things that happen as a result of other people's choices. I've never had a difficult time with God for those things, because I believe in Free Will. But nobody's choice caused this. No one's choice caused our 8 years of infertility. And, when others choices HAVE caused negativity in my life, to then get piled on even more by things like this...it's hard not to feel hated. Or hate, sometimes. And, of course, that hurts too. I don't like feeling this way. I think I will work through it, but it's hard right now. Thank you so much for the encouraging words. People have been my main blessing through my worst times. Maybe I can try focusing on that, and recognizing it as such. I've been wondering if I should try a diet similar to what a friend did for her kiddo. Poor kid was all of 3 when she was dx'd with arthritis. Her mom almost totally changed the family's diet. It was extreme, and she had to keep it up a long time. But kiddo is doing great now, almost in remission (just not technically, according to labs), and they've slowly added things back in. I'm just so unsure. I already dislike most veggies, and now I also have to worry about the fiber....and the butter I tend to enjoy with the ones I do like! 😬

I am so sorry you’re going through this. I was diagnosed back home 2020 And it just takes a lot of adjusting and getting used to and knowing what your body can and can’t handle. It’s been a two-year roller coaster ride for me. In the middle of a flareup right now. I am hoping you get some relief soon