Feeling Depressed and Bored: Need Help Finding Calming Hobbies or Apps

oh dude same. i got stuck in the cycle of opening and closing apps, trying to sleep, not being able to sleep, opening apps, closing them.... i can't give you any advice on like, finding a hobby, because i've always been too depressed to find joy in literally anything. i tend to shoot for nostalgia, like watching gameplays of ollllddd games i grew up with (or actually playing them if i have the energy); i started giving extra love to my animals, since i sure had the time and even if *i* don't deserve that energy they certainly do (volunteering is great too; if animal shelters aren't your thing, many hospitals/addiction centers/NICU units accept and need volunteers!); and i tried to remember stuff i was into when i was younger. i was always interested in law and crime and stuff of that nature, so eventually i found myself actually enjoying watching true crime videos. sometimes, before activities start feeling fulfilling, you just gotta do 'em. i knew i didn't hate Fable III when i booted it up again for the first time in years, but give me a few days of playing like ten minutes and i'm hooked again. it's cheesy, but you really just gotta find that tiny little spark of passion we all harbor; it never dies out, just gets a little lost.