Delusional Thoughts: Anyone Else?

@CarmillaApples me too. I don't like to repeat myself. I commented a lot on the comment above yours. I sometimes wonder if I have manic-depression. I was feeling so bad one winter, so uptight, people started to ask me if I was on drugs. I wasn't. My unhinged-ness comes when I'm feeling low. I get so freaking depressed that I don't trust anyone including myself. Like I mentioned above, I'm trying hard to stay in the moment. I'm being more proactive and hands-on with my life.. trying to stay away from my phone more

@vanelomi huh. Some of my delusions could be coming from a similar place. I moved back home about ten years ago. It didn't take many years gone for me to be a lot different though. I'm trying hard to remember the past, even the recent past, to learn from it so I can stop the cycles. My father used to tell me how weird, whatever he said, I was all of the time growing up I just stepped out of a delusional state. I hope this is making sense I get super serious too. I can be either super uptight or lax. I don't seem to have a middle ground Right now I'm feeling good hence the rambling I've been trying to stay in the moment more often these days.