Dealing with Rude Behavior Due to a Disorder

Yeeeep, I’ve been down my path. My ex girlfriend actually cursed me out for having a hard time socializing and trying to take a break so I could calm down a little when I was meeting her family. Other than that probably just attention and hyperactiveness people don’t really like from me.

Yea, people say I’m judgmental and aggressive but I’m really just having a lot of suppressed emotions in me that won’t blossom into what it needs due to depression, trauma, insecurity

Autism hooman here! I absolutely DO NOT make eye contact with anyone, and only recently started looking kinda over the shoulder as a way to fake it. When I was a kid I would constantly get told how rude I was and was accused of lying for the simple fact I couldn't make eye contact.