I was in your shoes (about the broken heart) a year ago. It takes time, but one day it'll hurt less. Then one day, you'll wake up and you'll feel back to semi "normal". As for what to do, grieve. Take the time you need to cry, vent, be angry, whatever you need right now. That's what you should do. Take care of you. I mean, don't forget important responsibilities like work/chores, school, etc. But allow yourself to feel and validate yourself. Because everything you're feeling is 100% valid. 💜💜