I want to roller skate and wear heels. I want to walk without pain stuttering in my gate. My father in law says the leg pain is all in my head and I wish it were true. I would rip it out and throw it away and take my life back. I don’t want to be chronically ill anymore and I’m tired of acting like I can keep this for ruining my life. It already has. It’s not all in my head, I’ve just learned to ignore the pain.