Dealing with Anxiety and Depression Diagnoses

I understand where you're coming from. My neurologist was saying that my not being able to understand my emotions is because of the FND but like chief growing up with depression means you don't get to experience the emotions you're supposed to and your parents yelling at you when you get emotional doesn't help with the ability to feel them. I'm a very logical person I live and have lived my entire life in my mind and to tell me that this new thing that developed is the cause of something I've had almost my whole life just doesn't sit right with me. I'm not a neurologist and I don't want to upset her but I read her notes and also she focused more on my history of depression than what I was there for, tics.

that's just the thing though I don't have crying spells and I don't feel overwhelmed. It's just an intrusive thought here and there. I have my comfort devices, I made friends, I hang out with them when we can, I have a crush and everything. The only thing parents wise that I have problems with is my mom who is almost constantly yelling or seems annoyed at everything. I love my dad, sure I have had moments where I didn't like him but that's cause he did dad things, "do the chores that I ask you to," and, "get off your laptop and do something." Normal dad stuff. I watch shows with him, ask him questions and what not. But he doesn't think mental health is a thing and my mom just doesn't want to hear about it. Heck even my sister's turned me away because "it's not something they're going through." I'm leaving that house and my older sister, who isn't one of the ones mentioned, is letting me move in with her. My mental health has pretty much been solved already and I'm fine-ish. The ish is for the fact I can't stop feeling like a faker because of my tics and then I feel attention seeking because I keep thinking it might be tourettes since FND doesn't fit. I left FND out of my diagnosises because I'm going to bring it up to my neurologist. I know she's probably going to be mad because I haven't gone and seen a psychologist there are just none in my area. And I went to see the physical therapist and she said she couldn't help me because I wasn't displaying the typical symptoms they see in FND patients. I hate being in this grey area of diagnosises.

Anxiety and depression are actually fairly common. I put off finding a medication because I thought I could handle it myself. It means I have issues enjoying normal things that make most parents happy. I got on Zoloft recently to help with crying spells. Anxiety can make someone feel overwhelmed to where it seems like they just cry too easily like me over simple things. Welcome to talk to me as I have both problems that you do in common. Maybe we can find a solution together. I could always use a comfort buddy myself.