Coping with the Loss of My Beloved Mother

Losing my beloved mother recently has really had me down in the dump. I can't do majority of the things I used to do without breaking down throughout the day. I'm constantly thinking about the times we shared but mostly about how there were so many things that I wanted to say that I never got the chance to. I keep beating myself up because just as my mother dying days were getting nearer and nearer our bond that we should have had long ago was just beginning to grow fonder. No I didn't have much of a relationship or a chance with my mother but I loved her nonetheless.