Struggling with Constipation, Pelvic Pain, Weight, and Depression/Anxiety

I started seeing a gastroenterologist in August, I believe. They gave me miralax then a month later, put me on lubiprostone bc my insurance wouldn't pay for anything else. Then they called last week and said my insurance won't pay for my meds anymore unless I try something else (like taking fiber supplements or whatever) so I'm trying that. I also have an appt with a gynecologist in December, bc I have been told I could have endo. I just dont know what to do there, bc if I have it, I've been told they're just going to put me on birth control. I've recently stopped taking birth control since it messes with my mental state. But I've been told that thats the only thing that can help the pain.

I would like to add that putting your foot down and saying no is ok. I am constantly told birth control was my only option but it put me in a dangerous mental state. I hope this helps