Struggling with inactivity due to chronic illness

I have ocd so I get the perfectionist part of this 100%. Before all my health issues I was working full time (sometimes 2 or 3 part time jobs) and caring for my kids as a single mom. About 6 months after fibromyalgia reared it's ugly head full force, I had to quit working. Now I struggle just to maintain basic housework and selfcare (laundry, dishes, showers, etc). I wish I had better answers for you, but all I have is an overwhelming "omg me too". I'm tired of feeling lazy, I'm tired of feeling diminished or less than I was before all this, and I'm tired of everyone looking at me and my kids with pity because I can't take them to all the things I'd like. I don't know how to stop beating myself up, but it feels like we're all in the same boat with holes everywhere and only a handful of us have oars and they are all broken.

I agree with what's already been said and would just like to add a few thoughts that help me. Try to remember that progress is not linear, and that the pace is not so important as that you just keep going. Praise all your wins, especially the small ones that usually go unnoticed. Give grace always, and remember that we can only do what we can do, and that doesn't look the same everyday. I hope this helps. ❤️

I struggle with this every day. I spend a lot of time stretching before I get up in the morning, and it helps. Small things to do are important. If it's doing dishes or taking a shower, maybe opt for the shower. Spend a bit of time every day on something sedentary, like reading to your kids or doing crafts with them. Let them know that when you can't get up and go that they can still do things with you. It worked with my son.

If you arent sure that your conditions will get worse, dont assume that they will. Health can be unpredictable. It can change for the bad or for the good. 30 years ago, i was disabled for 3 years. This time 4 years so far. But things are looking up. Do what you can. Make small goals. Maybe just dishes one day, even if it takes 3 attempts. Maybe choose 1 thing that is possible but hard and 1 that is still reasonably easy. Accomplish something. Try more when and if you can.

I’m so sorry you are feeling this way, I wish I had some advice but unfortunately I am feeling the same. It is so frustrating, but just know you are not alone. ❤️