My BPD Superpowers: Feeling When People Won't Follow Through

It feels like I have spidey senses but with people and their follow through. When making plans I usually can just... feel when they won't happen and when they will. I've only been wrong twice about something not happening and the whole time i was there, it felt like a fever dream. Same with people I meet, who will and won't stick, it makes it hard to invest when i know it'll end. It's interesting though to see how experiences can train our minds like this, I call them my BPD superpowers. when I'm getting triggered, usually by a text conversation. I look at my fiance. strike a hero pose, and "bpd superpowers... activate!!!" it might not suck any less but it sounds a lot cooler than just saying I have abandonment issues