Seeking Advice on BPD Medications

@EmeraldMosaic Thx for your response... I've done DBT therapy, along with years of regular therapy... Recently went to rehab for alcohol addiction where I really became aware of my BPD and why I am the way I am... That being overly emotional in every conceivable situation, crave connection but don't trust people, I'm angry, anxious and permanently exhausted from the neverending battle in my brain.. I'm trying to build new pathways, retrain my amygdala etc but suffering bad with depression, no self esteem, no motivation and no hope I'll ever find contentment.. I was hoping to find a medication to allow me to put into action the coping mechanisms I've learnt. I'm frustrated at all the effort I put in but nothing changes... I need hope..