Attachment Issues with Coaches

Does anyone else ever get attached to one person? Like it used to be my cheer coach and now it’s my dance coach. It’s like I always seek validation from her and ever since I’ve shared my mental health issues (depression, bpd, add, and an eating disorder) it’s like I always find myself wanting to talk to her ab it or wanting her to come and ask me ab my mental health. I get jealous when she gives a ton of attention to the other dancers or when they have struggles and she’s helping them. I hate this about me. It’s so ridiculous and annoying and honestly embarrassing. Idk y I’m like this and y I always attach to someone and constantly wonder if they’re thinking ab me.