Can't Stop Thinking About My High School Sweetheart

Thank you all so much. You have no idea the comfort you’ve brought me today. ❤️ I always felt so alone in this struggle before.

I just truly believe everything happens for the best. No one can foresee everything and every potential outcome. Just believe and know we all are living our very best lives exactly as they are. We are surviving, we are living, we are thriving together.

I have dreams of my first love and I'm married now. Sometimes I look him up on fb even though I know he probably doesn't have one or he's moved. But looking back I miss the good days not everything about him and im much happier where I am. I agree with above, do a pro/con list and you'd be surprised.

So I had this happen to me. I went ahead and reached out just to talk to him. Found out that he was gay and that there was no shot. And then I realized I was okay with that because no one has ever learned me and treated me the way my husband does. Sometimes our minds do crazy things. They tell us things that all at once make sense but dont make sense. I dont know what to do in your case because I only know what you have posted here. Maybe to a super honest pros and cons list. One for each of them.