aurorafields

49d

I feel so alone. every guy I meet ends up ghosting me or it doesn't work out for some reason or another. I put myself in dangerous situations meeting men impulsively and going to their house. this led to being sexually assaulted recently. I know these are symptoms of bd and bpd. yet I can't seem to control myself. the loneliness drives me to do anything to end the pain inside.

Generalized pain

Bipolar Disorder

Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)

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  • Teardrops

    49d

    I understand in my own way. I used to use online dating site and meet guys. And have been assaulted in the past. What has happened changed me enough to remove myself from all dating sites and going out anywhere. I am still lonely. But the trauma I have went through has lead me to make radical changes because I can’t go through that anymore. The nightmare of some of the situations still haunt me. I rather live a lonely existence than deal with abuse and violence

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