Feeling Betrayed: Did I Do Something Wrong?

so, i was honest with two people that had invited me over for dinner for Christmas. But immediately after being brave enough to be honest about my symptoms with people I thought I could trust, they both kinda quickly cancelled plans on me. It's hard enough for me to trust due to my trauma history, my paranoia, etc, but did I cause them to cancel on me by being honest that I sometimes see things and hear things under high stress? One of my to "friends" really tried to gaslight me and basically made me feel like I was super "crazy". Did I do something wrong by taking a step back from those two for the safety of my self esteem and mental health? (yea, I always second guess and blame myself for everything that goes "wrong" or "bad").