Holiday Grinch: Dealing with Family Pressure

Ah yes, my first "you're being a grinch" from my parent this holiday season. Well let's see parent, I've told ya how many times over the season, over the years that I do not like this time of year. Oh look you forget every damn time anyways and i still end up being the bad one. And you want me to have an opinion you won't like anyways, on something holiday wise. Just again had to tell them yet again that "do what you want, why do I care, you don't even listen to me" for the umpteenth time. Which will then be forgotten by them, blamed of course because they were too pot stoned to remember or pull out the older aged card thing like I haven't been told "I don't remember you saying that to me" schtick since I was a kid, but oh wait you were fucking high off your prescribed and taken as prescribed pain meds then too. Guess im just the bad one for showing "negative" emotions while being over stimulated and not feel heard.