Struggling with Thyroid Medication After Pregnancy Loss

I had a pregnancy loss and have not physically felt the same since. I cannot seem to get my thyroid under control and it’s very frustrating. 100mcg feels like too much but 88mcg isn’t enough. But alternating doses causes symptoms as well. I can’t sleep, have random panic/anxiety, elevated heart rate, palpitations on the higher dose. But mild leg swelling, throat/thyroid inflammation, tremors/tinnutus on the lower dose. It’s been over a year with no end in sight. Hoping someone else can relate and might have advice for how to get better.