i have been on vacation and eating a lot because my partner wants to go to different restaurants and we are visiting his mom who likes me make a lot of food. I am going along with it as not to cause too much struggle but at the same time I feel awful. I am fighting myself all the time. do I eat and feel awful or not eat and cause others to feel bad? and to top it off every day I don't eat I start passing out so I feel like I am ruining the whole trip. ugh. does anyone feel this way on vacation?