I’m so sorry for your loss. My husband died when I was 24. And my best friend died a couple years ago. I feel on the verge of tears like every waking minute. I hate it.

I'm sorry for your loss. Some days grief just hits you different, and it's usually when you least expect it. Depression doesn't help either. Have you talk to a counselor? They can be really good getting through grief.

I am so sorry. I learned my uncle committed suicide at 13 and remember that every day that was all I could think about I could not pay attention in school it was awful. I remember every night for the next week getting horrible sleep because I would cry every night. Don't hold back your tears (unless you are in public) crying is a way to cope with these things.

🫂 hugs