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I know masking is done across various conditions. Does anyone else feel like this? ———————————————————- When you’re a kid you’re told “fake it till you make it”. So you do. You stuff your quirks into boxes, hide your struggles behind curtains, and try you best to make it. Then one day you wake up and you’ve done it. You’ve made it. But you’re still faking. Only now every mistake must be a slight against someone, every confusion a joke to laugh at, and every ask for help deemed unnecessary. Cause no matter how far you pull back the curtain, no one will believe you’re faking. You might have made it, but you’re a fraud. So you sit there and wonder: who really made it? Because it doesn’t feel like me.
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This just remind me of how currently I am working on telling people I’m not okay. All my life I’ve been good, fine, great, etc. Even when my health declined and it was becoming more obvious I told people I’m getting things done I’m okay. However after having my body fail me it has taken everything in me to be honest. I’m not okay. I think a lot of this type of masking stems from my family to which I’ve never felt I had to hide anything from them but we were just raised to be stronger or rather lack expressing our emotions. It’s also due to all the sports I’ve done as a kid. It’s normal to forgo your pain and continue trying when you want more time playing on the field.
Oh boy yes I do!! I was a choir/theatre kid in middle and high school. On one hand, it taught me to reframe my nervousness into excitement and set aside my stage fright for the sake of a good performance. On the other hand… I got so good at masking my anxiety symptoms that I sometimes don’t even notice them myself 😅 It’s taken me a long time to realize that some of my behaviors are presentations of my anxiety. I’m still super grateful for the program. Tbh I probably wouldn’t be here today without it. But sometimes I wonder how my recovery journey would have gone differently if I hadn’t been in performing arts.
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