I have had this problem and that is why I don't use tutoring if you want to talk about things that I have found helpful you can always dm me

Aw you don’t deserve that! Are there other options for tutoring for you? I’ve had tutors who would summarize material for me cause I often didn’t study. I would fall asleep during it sometimes but they never even said anything. One of them even sent me practice books after moving away. I hope you can find some that are nice and won’t judge you. The whole point of tutoring is to help when you don’t get it. It’s ok to be bad at academics, it shouldn’t be used to determine someone worth. The tutor is just supposed to help you get farther than you would alone.