Lucas.exe

335d

I love that I'm suicidal but don't have the motivation to act on it. so I'm just sitting in a void of racing thoughts of nothingness.

Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)

acute lethargy

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  • Anxi_tea

    335d

    Ive been there too. Its hard to get out of those feelings but we dont do it for a reason because hopefully we will feel better someday

  • Deathfuffy

    334d

    There right now buddy.

  • Option_Unavailable

    331d

    This is the only reason I'm still alive today and sadly I've been falling back into it recently

  • Cece7

    331d

    I’m sorry you’re going through this right now. I know those thoughts can be really overwhelming. Please don’t act on those thoughts. They are temporary whether they’ve been there for days or months or years. Don’t throw your life away for something that can be healed through therapy or medication or some other source. Stay strong and know you have people who care about you whether they know you personally or not. 💕 as a side note I have joked many times with my therapist that I believe my mental illnesses are what keep me alive and make me want to die at the same time. My depression can make me suicidal but my anxiety makes me terrified to die so there my body balances itself out I guess! Dysfunctional but working on that part. Haha

    • Lucas.exe

      331d

      little better everyday 🤗💕

  • MagicHrt

    330d

    It’s okay guys I deal w the same thing as well and it’s hard trust me, when u just feel numb but also don’t want to live. Those r just intrusive thoughts wanting you to act upon your thoughts but cannot let it, we must defeat the thoughts and journal them if we can in the moment and cry it out whatever works best for you and just live and be in the moment breath and remind yourself that you are safe and have a purpose in this world even if it takes years to realize it

  • Sonyiamarie

    330d

    If you start feeling like you will act on it call 811 and go to the hospital. I was the same until I decided I would through a psychosis episode and almost died. My boyfriend saved my life by putting me in the hospital, and I wouldn't be here if it weren't for him.

    • Lucas.exe

      330d

      aw that's good! I dont think I need a hospital, I'm just sick and tired of being sick and tired :/

  • Reallyhopeful

    330d

    I hope very much that nobody commits suicide today! I have wanted to die so bad that I have attempted three times to kill myself! But three times, I failed. Now, I am glad I failed. Life is different from me now. I've got a wonderful husband and I have hope for the future for the first time in many years! I hope nobody gives up because there is light at the end of the tunnel!

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