I'm stuck in the middle of wanting to recover and wanting to get even worse. I'm so tired and each relapse just makes it feel impossible to ever get better. It doesn't help that the reactions I get from people everytime I get to a new lowest weight just feeds the ED. From being treated like I'm fragile, to being told I'm so delicate and beautiful, to being told I look like I'm dying, like a skeleton with skin stretched over it, etc. How do I fix myself if I also want to stay broken?
I'm in a really similar spot! I'm sorry you've been having such a hard time... š please be kind to yourself, and if you ever need a listening ear my dms are open ^^
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I'm stuck in the middle of wanting to recover and wanting to get even worse. I'm so tired and each relapse just makes it feel impossible to ever get better. It doesn't help that the reactions I get from people everytime I get to a new lowest weight just feeds the ED. From being treated like I'm fragile, to being told I'm so delicate and beautiful, to being told I look like I'm dying, like a skeleton with skin stretched over it, etc. How do I fix myself if I also want to stay broken?
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