I don't now what to do ive been messing up a lot and I don't know how to stop. I don't have any friends and I was tried into moving in with my parents (long story) my mother abandoned me when I was very young and I want nothing to do with her and every now and then she messages me on Facebook even though I block her and it puts me in a my head for days and messes with me. I feel that I'm just failing all the time and sometimes I just want to end it.