Clardia

372d

for the past 5 days I've felt this weight on my heart. it's not like a brick or an elephant that's more like my heart has become stone. in the coming week I plan on proposing to my current boyfriend, I also feel like I'm a burden to him. I feel like I'm a burden to everyone. I am a survivor of suicide so I understand what path I'm on. it seems easier to die and leave all the worries and anxiety behind.

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    • Las7983

      372d

      If you were a burden, would he be your boyfriend? Our brains are so mean to us. I’m sure he’s happy you’re a survivor just as we are! You deserve happiness and love and you sure as shit deserve to propose to the man you love. Hype yourself up with 5 positive things/things you love about your self and get go get yourself engaged!!

    • alucardtepes

      372d

      Im sorry youre feeling this way. Ive felt the same before too, at my worst my heart felt like a heavy pit in my chest or a blackhole.

      • alucardtepes

        372d

        @alucardtepes Ive also been in situations where I have to just hang on and endure that feeling for a week or two, so I can get to an enjoyable event like spending time with my best friend. I'm sure hanging on to propose to your boyfriend is worth it. If anything can keep you going, cling to it! For me, it's been watching a movie with my best friend at the end of the week.

    • Las7983

      372d

      If you were a burden, would he be your boyfriend? Our brains are so mean to us. I’m sure he’s happy you’re a survivor just as we are! You deserve happiness and love and you sure as shit deserve to propose to the man you love. Hype yourself up with 5 positive things/things you love about your self and get go get yourself engaged!!

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