Struggling with Eating Issues: An Update

Hey, if you saw my post of my eating issues I’m here to update— if it helps anyone. it hasn’t gotten better. I’m fact, it’s worse. My organs are now in pain from time to time and I’ve lost a lot of my body fat. I’ve tried everything and I’m getting help but I’m afraid it won’t happen fast enough. To confirm again this isn’t happening because of a eating disorder— I just can’t eat. The thought of it makes me wanna vomit, and I have every time I’ve tried. I get nauseous from it and I have completely lost my appetite. Once I get into therapy or something I’ll update again in a few weeks. I’m scared. I’m scared for my life. I really hope it gets better.