Struggling with Depression: Feeling Like a Burden

@Merv yah she’s never rlly been there for me emotionally she’s a narcissist nd an alcoholic, I tried to kinda tell her one time when I was like 13 or sum that I think I was depressed nd she called me weird, also another time around that age I was changing or sum nd saw I was self harming and she called me weird then too nd “not to be a weirdo like the other people who do it”. we’ve gotten into bad arguments a lotttt nd I think she’s maybe part of the reason I feel uncomfortable telling people my feelings or opening up but I’m kinda used to it now.