does anyone else just want to give up? always in pain from Head to knees. memory loss, fibromyalgia, bipolar, daily migraines, chronic neck pain, chronic Full back pain, always told my pain is a lie, forced to do things when I'm silently crying from pain. unable to work for over 10 years but being called lazy constantly.
I completely understand. My mom actually cried when I got my initial lab results and was diagnosed. She said that she didn't really believe me, and she felt terrible.
People not believing and just thinking we are lazy complainers is par for the course, I believe. ๐
***I WAS--- TOLD """ ALMOST 30 YRS--- AGO WHEN I WAS 1ST DIAGNOSED WITH FIBROMYALGIA--- THAT """ IT <<>>BECAUSE--- DOCTORS>>>DIDN'T KNOW--- WHAT """ THE HE** IT WAS--- OR I WAS--- JUST """ FAKING IT>>>JUST LIKE I'VE BEEN """ SADLY TOLD--- I'VE HAD & ARE {{{ FAKING MY GRAND-MAL & PETI-MAL SEIZURES>>>JUST """ FOR ATTENTION>>>>"""OH, YEAH!!! I JUST LOVE>>>BITING THE """ HE**>>>ZOUT OF MY MOUTH & TONGUE & BEATING>>>THE HE**>>>OF MY BODY OR SHOULD>>>I SAY """ MY BODY BEATING>>>THE HE**>>>& CONTROLLING>>>"""ME & MY LIFE & MY DREAMS. EVEN THOUGH>>>I HAVE--- AN ASSOCIATE'S DEGREE IN """ OPTICAL SCIENCES & WAS>>>AN LICENSED OPTICIAN & <<>>>AN HOUR RIGHT NOW>>>BUT JUST """ BARELY SURVIVING>>>ON """ A MEASLY $695 ON SSD >>>WAS $806 A MONTH>>>BUT I WAS--- IN {{{ A COMA--- FOR """ ALMOST A WEEK>>>4&1/2 YRS}}}--- AGO & THEY ARE REDUCING MY SSD TO PAY THE """ OVER $9,000 THAT WAS LEFT>>>AFTER MEDICARE DIDN'T PAY OF THE>>>OVER>>>$200,000 HOSPITAL BILL THE """ COMA CAUSED!!!""". BUT >>>WHEN U MAKE>>>LESS THAN>>>>$9,000 A YEAR---$9,000>>>>MIGHT AS WELL>>>BE $90,000--- IT'S AN>>>EXISTANCE>>>>NOT A LIFE & {{{I'M FAKING IT & BEING>>>>LAZY--- LIKE """ HELLLLLLLยฟยฟยฟ""". EXCUSE MY LANGUAGE--- BUT IT'S SOOOOO FRUSTRATING & HEART SHATTERING>>>I WAS EVEN TOLD--- """ U ONLY WANT THAT--- SSD INCOME>>>SO {{{U CAN LAY UP>>>ON UR """ FAT ---""" U KNOW--- WHATยฟยฟยฟ>>>REALLLLLYยฟยฟยฟ}}} THEY>>>CAN>>>HAVE--- IT--- EVEN ***MY 2 """ SO CALED GROWN BOYS--- 26&"""ALMOST 35--- GOING ON>>>16 YR OLD BOYS--- ABANDONED ME>>>A.K.A--- RAN>>>LIKE THEIR """ A**ES>>>WERE>>>>ON FIRE & I <<>>TO RAISE THEM>>>AS """ A SINGLE DISABLED MOTHER--- WITH MY """ PRECIOUS, LOVING MOTHER'S ---HELP---GOD REST HER """ SOUL--- I LOST HER>>>IN OCTOBER OF 2012--- TO COMPLICATIONS OF """ ASPIRATION PNEUMONIA DUE TO """ EARLY ON- SET ALZHEIMER'S DISEASE & I """ STRUGGLED TO>>>TAKE CARE OF HER>>>THE LAST 11YRS OF HER LIFE--- WHEN SHE PASSED AWAY--- SHE """ ONLY HAD <<>>WHO I WAS--- EVEN THOUGH>>>WE WERE """ VERY, VERY CLOSE>>>SHE WAS '""MY BEST FRIEND & UNDERSTOOD>>>ALL I WAS--- GOING THROUGH!!!"""***
SO, I TRULY UNDERSTAND!!! """***
GOD BLESS>>>U ALL & WE>>>ARE """ SISTERS>>>NOW!!!"""*** ๐๐๐บ๐๐ธ๐๐ฆ๐KAT
I get those same feelings but I've turned it into spite. I keep going just to flip the bird to everyone else, even my own body for thinking it can stop me. Granted it isn't the most... Helpful way to go. To keep pushing yourself to do whatever you need to do despite the pain and fatigue. However it got me away from self harm in some aspect. Letting my body hurt me rather than hurting myself.
Just keep pushing, do what you want when you can. Don't let your body or others tell you no. But don't go overextending yourself either. Fight it but don't kill yourself doing it.
Yep I feel you. I have an autoimmune disease, so, Iโm with you 100%. I donโt have FM but my autoimmune disease makes life hell. So does all my pain. I have pain in the same places - neck, back, especially knees-Iโm getting screws removed from past surgeries bc they cause me a LOT of pain. Excruciating. Iโm on opiates bc of them.
I totally understand love. We hear you over here, we believe u. Iโve only been suffering for 2.5 years and lost my last bit of childhood to chronic tmj. I canโt eat/sing/talk/ yawn without getting flare ups. Iโve been to numerous specialists and just keep getting referred. Iโve put my whole life on hold bc of the pain. Nothing gives me relief. Iโm here for you
Oh I am so very sorry you have been this was not real. I live this as well. The amount of pain you deal you have is alot. I can't say this is for you but this past March I got a pain pump placed in my pain so I can get some normalcy of my life back 17 years ago. I pray to then make some new changes in my life which will give me peace. This constant stating we are faking is unhealthy. Look at more options if you can. โค๏ธ๐
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does anyone else just want to give up? always in pain from Head to knees. memory loss, fibromyalgia, bipolar, daily migraines, chronic neck pain, chronic Full back pain, always told my pain is a lie, forced to do things when I'm silently crying from pain. unable to work for over 10 years but being called lazy constantly.
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