I used to get stressed out and go lock myself in the bath...

I am so sorry this has returned for you, truly. I am able to relate in many ways. I have something a lil’ similar… I suffer from anxiety, mdd, ptsd, etc., but, then a few years ago, I began developing ‘something’ else entirely. When I would get a panic attack or nearly one and it would develop into a seizure. I had a couple of doctors decide that it was a form of disassociation. Since then, I was diagnosed w/ pseudo-seizures but a year or two later I was diagnosed w/ epilepsy. My present psychiatrist (who is a God-send!) has had experience w/ couple others with similar diagnoses and he firmly believes that these patients have had at least one real seizure, but the brain-body continues to replicate the scenario, as a protective mechanism (I also suffer from permanent intractable pain). If you ever want to chat, I am here. I made numerous changes in my life and although the physical pain remains, I am far better off than b4. I wish you healing, relief and comfort. Bless you