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As a child I dealt with being sexually abused, things didn't click until adult hood. I didn't realize what it was until 5 years ago. My little cousin (21) knows about this. We used to be really close but she has become a huge pothead in the last month and is always out of it and also disassociated. She is moving tomorrow. I have been so depressed and suicidal that I was thinking about hospitalizing myself... And just now she messaged me some weird stuff and then a video of herself doing oral on somebody... And then I said I think you sent me something by accident and she said "does it bother you that I sent that?" And I was like wtf yes. Then she said she didn't mean to and she won't do it again... But the way the conversation was I feel like she did it on purpose... And she knew what I went through. Now I have another secret to burden. That her dad molested me as a child, and that she showed me a video of herself engaged in a sexual act. I hate my life so much why would she do that. I love her and we were really good friends how could she think that was okay. I want to tell my mom. And my urges are so high. I'm glad she's moving tomorrow.
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I wish I had actual advice for you... but all I will say is that maybe she was also molested by her father and that is why she is acting out as an adult. Sadly things like that can happen and she also might need some help. I would suggest seeing your doctor and getting a referral for therapy. A lot of insurance covers at least part of the expense if you get the referral first. If your urges are that high, you really should talk to someone about it. Either your mom or a professional who can give you advice and help you.
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Al I can say I I understand You are not alone And you are Beautiful inside and out I hope that you realize this because no matter how much you may think you're alone you are for sure Not. And you are Loved
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I’m so sorry that this happened. Unfortunately, it almost feels impossible to erase those memories and the reality is they will always stick with us to some extent. Time and surrounding yourself with people that love and understand you will slowly help the process of these horrific memories fading away. Know you are not alone and you are worth so much.
@doglover2899 I have a therapist! I've been in therapy consistently for 7 years. In the last four months my insurance tortured me by denying my disabilities and coverage. Finally I have insurance and found someone
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