man... me, too... knowing how much self-loathing i have, i'm scared that a relationship would end up pitting so much jealousy and insecurity against me. i want (maybe also need?) someone, but i'm so hesitant because i don't want to hurt or disappoint the other person with who i am.

it takes a while. self compassion and trying not to trip about stuff. mindfulness basically. also it’s crazy how our conditions match 😵‍💫