TW: Suicidal ideation, Eugenics, Neglect
I have been feeling suicidal lately. I'm unsure of what to do. I am disabled and trapped in neglect with no real hope of better. I've lost all of the friends I had left from school after my last abuse situation I escaped from. I thought I was safe but I walked right into more danger. I understand my needs are a lot. I'm tired of begging and crying and suffering. I don't want to be a burden or exist just to suffer. There's not much you can make better of poverty and another abuse situation when there's no where to go and no way to physically or emotionally handle almost my jobs even when semi healthy. I just don't want to spend my whole life suffering and alone. there's definitely shit not diagnosed but I don't have the help I need to do that let alone get accommodations for the diagnosis I have already. why am I going to put more on when I cant even feel like a human being. I just want out.

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  • kat32


    I am so sorry that this is your experience ❤️ I am lucky to have not been through all that you are so strong for dealing with. I also lost all of my friends after getting sick. I have never been in poverty, but have been pretty damn close at times. I am here if you need anyone to talk to. Know that you are doing the best that you can, amazingly actually. You are not alone ❤️

  • kat32


    I can relate to wondering if your entire life is going to just be suffering ❤️

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