i meed to have my own things going on in my life i just cant wait until someone else is ready to do something its real torture. im just venting. saturday came by outta no where which means my sisters home and waiting for her to do something together was stressful. just getting up to get my hot tea is stressful i dont want to get up and get it i just wanna feel comfortable and lie down and not get up and feel warm. im just lazy typing