Feeling Dismissed and Hopeless

I am SO sick of having my problems and concerns dismissed by everyone in my life lately. It's making me feel depressed and hopeless. I'm being made to feel like I'm crazy and/or a liar and it hurts so bad. I want people to understand me and where I'm coming from, but they won't listen to me and what I have to say. I don't know what to do anymore and trust me I won't do anything rash because my mom and my fiancée would be very distraught if I were gone, but when does life get better because I don't particularly like living right now. I can't even talk to to the national prevention line, because they don't ever answer me and when they do they cut me short! I feel like nobody cares (besides my mom and fiancée of course)! I do see a therapist and I'm getting back on my meds ASAP but right now I just don't know how to hang in there. Every day is such a battle. 😭