zucchini64

179d

my ex removed me from his socials. i hurt myself trying to keep myself from crying over it, as the thought of shedding another tear over him made me feel pathetic. it bothered me so much, because i still had this tiny bit of hope he may want to try again. or at the very least fight for me. but he didn't, not even for a second. it makes me feel like i am unworthy of being fought for/wanted even.

Anxiety (Including GAD)

Depression

Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)

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  • Lbeau

    179d

    I went through something similar recently. My ex kicked me out without caring if I had somewhere to stay(I didn’t). I cried and cried while he found another girl. I felt unwanted and unlovable and the more I cried, the more it hurt. I advise you to look inward. Mend the relationship you have with yourself because that’s the most important. Once you learn to love the unique and lovable person you are, you’ll realize your worth and what you deserve. You don’t deserve someone that makes you feel that way, you deserve someone that’s going to help you grow and not get in the way of your self-love. Put yourself first love, and no one will get in your way. If you EVER need someone to talk to, I’m here to listen.

    • zucchini64

      171d

      thank you, it means a lot. i've been trying to work on myself, even during the relationship. it's just baffling how someone can say they love you, then walk away so easily.

  • Leikki

    179d

    I'm working on me right now. I'm 51 and realize that everyone has issues and until I get myself to where I'm happy with me... I can't expect anyone else to fill my needs or to make me happy. Hell, half the time I don't even know what I want or need, how can anyone else. You've got this! You do! You are strong! You are capable! You deserve better and will get the best but first, you do you!

  • Kelly1234567

    179d

    ❤️❤️❤️❤️I’ve felt like this so many times. Love is such a crazy thing. It’s like this involuntary force that can have so much power over how you feel even if it isn’t rational. I promise from the outside that his actions have no reflection on you. Love you, stranger!

    • zucchini64

      171d

      "his actions have no reflection on you". i'm gonna write that one down haha thank you x

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