Discovering My Talent for Writing

I love something about myself that I didn't realize before I'm a very talented writer I just don't have the motivation that I used to I started writing a book with my uncle that we need to try to get back into it sometime. I've published multiple poems and A few short books or booklets or whatever the smaller scale Ebooks are. Also On a medical Note, something that's been bothering me physically is my button-shaped tube scar from my feeding tube it's been leaking fluids and itching and generally causing some discomfort I haven't found anything to help it I don't think I ever will :(