dont want to go to deep into how i feel. judt want to sleep. just want to have my family around me. but sometimes i feel like we’re too close to pulling off the seams. like were so close were irritating eachother or we dont have anything eventful to say to eachother. you know what i mean? like twins with no thing different from the other and i dont want that. i want us to be close but i want us to talk to like why dont we ever talk to eachother about something new?