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I was trying to keep this away from meth is as far as possible but I can't help but enjoy the addiction that I have to it and maybe it's weird for somebody to say it that way but I've been fighting this ever since about 1984 back when purity was pure. what I mean by that is the drug was pure back then it wasn't all drain cleaner and lie and crap like that that's you know bad for you that's ultimately killing me and you know making me see hallucinations you're making me hear audible hallucinating sounds and voices that I know aren't there because the people are dead. and the thing of it is is my schizoaffective disorder that I have my doctor says that if I take my medicine like I'm supposed to and quit using meth then I'll quit hearing the voices that I haven't said my head. but yet the voices in my head are my mom who is my voice of reason above and beyond anything, my dad who is my fight or flight, and my best friend which is God. I want to live life without hearing the creeks and the cracks and the hisses and the constant sound of bugs on the outside like cicadas but yet I hear them on the inside of the house where I know there isn't. I want to live a normal life while still hearing my mom and my dad and my God. I hope this makes sense and I'm sorry for such a long post but if you're going to be friends with me bring your reading glasses because I tend to write books instead of sentences. thank you

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