geargirl

59d

I recently had a splitting episode with my fiance.... He has a habit of minimalising when I get upset (IE I know I struggle with ADHD too and I try my best to put stuff back in its place when I'm done so I'm not freaking out trying to find things later. I have a very specific set of tweezers I use to take care of my skin ((I also have a skin disease that leave me needing emergency surgery periodically)). He went and used all of them to dig in rocks and dirt...left them all over our house. I got really upset and he said I'm overreacting. I constantly have to put stuff back and away in our house. He doesn't understand how much it bothers me. my frustrations build up and get dismissed like my feelings aren't important. When he gets frustrated I don't tell him he just needs to calm down or he's overreacting. The other day, we got into it and I ended up flushing my engagement ring down the toilet. It made sense in my head at the time. I feel horrible now. Don't really have anyone to talk about this. I don't have therapy for another month. ๐Ÿ˜ž๐Ÿ˜ž๐Ÿ˜ž๐Ÿ˜ž

Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)

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