Feeling Overwhelmed and Lost

My brain won't stop rushing. I have to find a new therapist, out of the hospital I haven't had med management in 2 months cus the med manager claimed I canceld 2 times WHICH I DIDN'T, my meds seemed to have stopped working as a result, my girlfriend's family keeps getting death threats from a psycho, Im currently weaning off a medication (doc's orders), overwhelmed by the mess in the house, and have so. many. appointments. I feel like my plate is cracking. Along with fear and anxiety I cant get it all done comes more emotions- and they come on a full 100% when I feel them (BPD) so Im never sure what to do...I feel so lost. Sorry for the long vent paragraph. i just feel hopeless- cus every time one problem is solved two more appear...