HMarieezz

38d

I'm just gonna say it... I miss my mama ....alright. life feels out of place without her, I wish I could call her n talk to her again....I wish I could go see her...having her not here doesn't feel the same...I know it'll get easier to cope, as the months go by it'll just get easier to deal with... but I would give my entire life up if it meant I could bring mama back... I'll forever be your little girl, and I hope to see you again someday..save me a spot on your permanent vacation on the beach, I'll sit beside you to talk, I'll show you all the cool seashells.. I'll be okay again, cause honestly I'm tired of faking it...without you mama I don't know how to live or what to do...i really do miss you mama..🥺 I've not been okay, I keep acting like things are okay, things will get better. the last time I was in this dark place, the only help I accepted was being locked in a mental hospital. nobody talks about her. nobody even mentions her name. but she is forever trapped in my head and my heart. I feel like I need medical help, be locked in a padded room, white walls...just to find some help or to even feel safe again.

Depression

Anxiety (Including GAD)

Self-inflicted injury

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  • David1212

    32d

    I'll start by saying that I'm sorry for your loss. Losing a parent is very difficult. I lost my father who I was very close to and who helped me a lot along the way. The only thing I can say that can comfort you is that time is the best healer, slowly you will find it easier to deal with the situation. I think you should surround yourself with more people who love you in an attempt to fill the void created in your heart. You'll be surprised to find out how many people around you love you and want and can help you.

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