Lonely Citizen Scientist Seeking Symbiotic Relationship

I am a lonely man who is kind to a fault. My kindness has lead my life down a path of pain as people take advantage of me and contributed to the development of my mental conditions. I am a citizen scientist. S.T.E.A.M. is what my desired life revolves around, but I'm stuck where I'm at with a lack of a support group. I was abused in all the categories. I just want to remove any and all unnecessary suffering from the world. My anxiety, depression, PTSD limit my ability to be social. Also, I am full of knowledge that fascinates me, yet I have troubles finding others who care. I mainly study biochemistry/pharmacology, etymology, and botany. I am basically a scientist hippy. I need someone who loves the same stuff and who I can form the most symbiotic relationship as possible. Also, if we can't travel long distances and enjoy the same music along the way, that is a major turn-off. I like a lot of music, mainly metal, rock, some rap, etc. but NOT country.