Feeling Guilty for Not Saying Goodbye to Friends Before College

I do this too, you aren't a bad person for this. Usually I do it because Im upset they won't be there anymore and fall into a depressive slump. Or I'm already in a bit of a depressive slump that worsens so I end up going into self isolation. Sometimes you need to pull yourself out as difficult as it can be. If you can't that's OKAY! The internet is an amazing tool and you'll still be able to keep in touch with them.