Living with Chronic Pain: My Struggle to be Understood

The pain keeps getting worse. Aleve doesn't work, neither do any of these non-FDA approved homeopathic sugar pills my mom swears by. My family doesn't understand, or doesn't want to, that it can't just go away. I feel so guilty, like I'm a burden, but at the same time resentful because my pain is from trauma that they gave me. I just want to move out but the economy is damn near impossible to survive in without support. Everything hurts. I've had every single kind: pins and needles, burning, throbbing, stabbing, and it's not getting better. I can't even stop moving. I get too anxious. This is probably going to be one of those long, aimless posts that nobody responds to but I need to tell this to somebody who understands. The people around me just wish I would go back to how I was; subservient to their needs and ignoring my own. how awful