Dealing with Narcissistic Parental Abuse

I have been by my narcissistic mother. I've lived with her twice and it was horrible and scary at the same time. Even though I don't live with her anymore I still experience her narcissistic abuse as I live in a house of hers as she uses this house (mobile home) i live in against me as she can do anything she wants to me and say what she wants to me because I live in a house she bought a few years ago, but even though she bought it to keep me from becoming homeless she really bought it so she could still do and say what she wants and can control me (which I have been controlled my entire life by both parents). It scares me and I wish I could move out of here but I lost my car 4 years ago which she caused to happen as she had been helping me with the payments until she decided to stop helping me. I was going to take over as soon as I got another job since I had a full time job when I got the car. But again, she has done some horrible things to me. Without a car I can't get a job. But I do get social security through my last marriage. It's not a lot but it's enough to get what I need. I am hoping to find someone who can live here with me and of course pay rent but haven't found anyone as if yet. Anyway, I have a lot more to say about all that my narcissistic mother has done to me and still does.