Living with Chronic Pain: My Struggle

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@Sunny.Jean ***I WAS--- TOLD """ ALMOST 30 YRS--- AGO WHEN I WAS 1ST DIAGNOSED WITH FIBROMYALGIA--- THAT """ IT <<>>BECAUSE--- DOCTORS>>>DIDN'T KNOW--- WHAT """ THE HE** IT WAS--- OR I WAS--- JUST """ FAKING IT>>>JUST LIKE I'VE BEEN """ SADLY TOLD--- I'VE HAD & ARE {{{ FAKING MY GRAND-MAL & PETI-MAL SEIZURES>>>JUST """ FOR ATTENTION>>>>"""OH, YEAH!!! I JUST LOVE>>>BITING THE """ HE**>>>ZOUT OF MY MOUTH & TONGUE & BEATING>>>THE HE**>>>OF MY BODY OR SHOULD>>>I SAY """ MY BODY BEATING>>>THE HE**>>>& CONTROLLING>>>"""ME & MY LIFE & MY DREAMS. EVEN THOUGH>>>I HAVE--- AN ASSOCIATE'S DEGREE IN """ OPTICAL SCIENCES & WAS>>>AN LICENSED OPTICIAN & <<>>>AN HOUR RIGHT NOW>>>BUT JUST """ BARELY SURVIVING>>>ON """ A MEASLY $695 ON SSD >>>WAS $806 A MONTH>>>BUT I WAS--- IN {{{ A COMA--- FOR """ ALMOST A WEEK>>>4&1/2 YRS}}}--- AGO & THEY ARE REDUCING MY SSD TO PAY THE """ OVER $9,000 THAT WAS LEFT>>>AFTER MEDICARE DIDN'T PAY OF THE>>>OVER>>>$200,000 HOSPITAL BILL THE """ COMA CAUSED!!!""". BUT >>>WHEN U MAKE>>>LESS THAN>>>>$9,000 A YEAR---$9,000>>>>MIGHT AS WELL>>>BE $90,000--- IT'S AN>>>EXISTANCE>>>>NOT A LIFE & {{{I'M FAKING IT & BEING>>>>LAZY--- LIKE """ HELLLLLLL¿¿¿""". EXCUSE MY LANGUAGE--- BUT IT'S SOOOOO FRUSTRATING & HEART SHATTERING>>>I WAS EVEN TOLD--- """ U ONLY WANT THAT--- SSD INCOME>>>SO {{{U CAN LAY UP>>>ON UR """ FAT ---""" U KNOW--- WHAT¿¿¿>>>REALLLLLY¿¿¿}}} THEY>>>CAN>>>HAVE--- IT--- EVEN ***MY 2 """ SO CALED GROWN BOYS--- 26&"""ALMOST 35--- GOING ON>>>16 YR OLD BOYS--- ABANDONED ME>>>A.K.A--- RAN>>>LIKE THEIR """ A**ES>>>WERE>>>>ON FIRE & I <<>>TO RAISE THEM>>>AS """ A SINGLE DISABLED MOTHER--- WITH MY """ PRECIOUS, LOVING MOTHER'S ---HELP---GOD REST HER """ SOUL--- I LOST HER>>>IN OCTOBER OF 2012--- TO COMPLICATIONS OF """ ASPIRATION PNEUMONIA DUE TO """ EARLY ON- SET ALZHEIMER'S DISEASE & I """ STRUGGLED TO>>>TAKE CARE OF HER>>>THE LAST 11YRS OF HER LIFE--- WHEN SHE PASSED AWAY--- SHE """ ONLY HAD <<>>WHO I WAS--- EVEN THOUGH>>>WE WERE """ VERY, VERY CLOSE>>>SHE WAS '""MY BEST FRIEND & UNDERSTOOD>>>ALL I WAS--- GOING THROUGH!!!"""*** SO, I TRULY UNDERSTAND!!! """*** GOD BLESS>>>U ALL & WE>>>ARE """ SISTERS>>>NOW!!!"""*** 👍😘😺😉😸😍🦄🐈KAT