Seeking Non-Judgmental Advice for Stressful Life

@shellzzii well I'm currently trying to stop breastfeeding my 1.5 year old because I'm having to take my medicine for ptsd and it's illegal to take it and breastfeed in my state so I'm literally losing my mind trying to figure out what to do. 😥 that's really just the tip of the iceberg but it's my heaviest problem right now. My biggest fear is having her taken away from me, I lost a child and both of my parents which really ruined my life so now I'm miserable with anxiety. She's my whole world and she does NOT want to stop breastfeeding. She's never even taken a bottle. It's been a rough road.