Living with Chronic Pain: My Daily Struggle

I'm just tired of pain every day all the time. I'm 48 and have more chronic issues than I can remember. if it's not one thing it's another. the last time I remember not having pain daily was 2018. I push thru it, distract myself, medicate, and I just don't know what to do. I want to enjoy life but the pain exhausts me. I already take modafinil (provigil) to be able to stay awake all day, and caffeine when that fails.. I have to push off my hip replacement surgery for colon surgery, and my spine issues forget it. physical therapy leaves me in pain and exhausted. there isn't a solution so I keep pushing thru